Thoughts.

Last night I spent a few hours with the bestie, chilling in the car parked on top of a really nice, high neighborhood. That sounds really random I know but all we really needed was a quiet place where we could talk. As if I even talked normally. I recall being selfish and taking up all the space in the backseat. But in my defense, I talk better when I can't see the other person's face but I know they're there. Anyway I just remember being awfully ridiculous. Because I talk better like that, I was freestyling conversations that didn't really make sense. I was making a lot of stupid remarks. I think I laughed too loud and was responsible for awkward silences that fell between us that night. In the back of my mind all I could think about was how this was probably going to be the last time we spend time alone like that with each other for a while. And it hurts to know that I'm not going to be able to see the one I'm most comfortable around. I say the same for my girls who've all started college already. It sucks to know I can't wake up and look forward to going to school to see the people that I know and can call family. But I guess that's what I get for becoming attached to my best friends because I'll miss them too much when they're gone.

p.s I woke up at 5:30AM and it's now 7:57 AM and I just finished typing up my first blog post ever written entirely on my itouch! I could get used to this.