Tuesday, December 16, 2014

Hello Kitty is the real love of my life.

Talking to my close friend and it went like this:

Him: wait you like to dress up?

Me: Well not really, but I don't want to be a boy forever you know...
Sometimes I feel like I am very deprived.
Hello Kitty Con was the only time I dressed up and shit (first time using makeup, doing my hair, getting my nails done, etc.)
And it wasn't for even a guy... it was for HELLO KITTY.
She the real love of my life.

Sunday, December 7, 2014

I wish I still kept up my blog. There are so many nice photos I want to post and some very nice days I've had but honestly now I just see them as temporary happiness and when the day is over, the feeling is over and everything is over. No point in thinking about the past kind of mentality....

On a side note, everyone says I have a very Idgaf mentality. Uhhhh Idk if that is an okay thing or a very bad thing.


I am addicted to looking at other people's relationships and comparing them to mine.... and then wishing I was single.

But really, life is so great single. I just fell in the relationship trap sigh.

Saturday, November 29, 2014

Is the grass is always greener on the other side?

Recent events allowed me to realize how true the phrase "the grass is always greener on the other side" is. The only difference for me is that I want my side AND the other side. So I am just greedy or no??

Let's just talk in term of relationships and friendships for this topic here. I want all of my close friends to treat me better than how they treat other people. I know that is impractical but it just feels really nice to be loved, respected, and prioritized by the people I want in my life. I have experienced girl friends leaving me for boyfriends and guy friends leaving me for girlfriends. Although I also have a boyfriend, I have not left any of my girl/guy friends because of my relationship.

Is it bad that I want to hang out with my single guy friends still and I want them to treat me well also? Or am I being too greedy? Is there really a rule that states one must only focus on their significant other and ignore everyone else? Because that is all I see happening around me...

Wednesday, November 26, 2014

I am already not the happiest person on the planet okay. I am far down the opposite side of the spectrum. You keep scolding me and telling me what you don't like about me and what I am doing wrong because of course I am doing nothing right in life. Bringing down someone who is already down won't miraculously create a happy ending.

Tuesday, October 21, 2014


When I finally find time to blog I will update about my birthday! (:

I don't know when that will be. Maybe having two internships and two other jobs on top of taking my usual 19 units this quarter takes away all of my free time. But nah, I obviously still have time to make macarons and terrariums if you follow me on Instagram! Hehe. (;

Saturday, October 18, 2014

There is one thing I hate about you and it's that the first thing you do when you wake up is read your Facebook news feed as if you are addicted to seeing what nonsense is happening in other people's lives more than you enjoy focusing on your own life and what's right in front of you.