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Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Since as long as I can remember, I've wanted a boyfriend or at least a best friend who was as into photography/art as I am. Someone who could take my ootd pictures for my blog and Instagram. Every blogger I follow is a girl who has a boyfriend who takes all of their photos and I've always envied that. But I totally gave up on that by now. My boyfriend knows that I want that but I mean you can't force someone to be someone they are not and do things that they really weren't meant to do right? So yeah sorry for this random post. This is just a wish that never came true but at least now I can openly talk about it so it stops bothering me.

Sunday, August 3, 2014

It took many years to love this way, but to say goodbye--only a second.

Sunday, July 20, 2014

What I want most in the world right now is for you to tell me that everything is going to be okay.

Monday, July 7, 2014

My life for the next three months

Drive 43 miles to work (internship #2) at 7:30am and work from 8:30am until approximately 5:30pm and then drive and arrive home at approximately 6:30pm and then work some more for my other job (internship #1) because I have no life. Or no friends to hang out with, go figure. Just kidding.

Sunday, June 29, 2014


I would actually enjoy life if I had

1. smaller calves (so I can look like a normal girl)
2. smaller thighs (so I can wear shorts/skirts/dresses)
3. nicer, bigger smile (so I can look happier in pictures)
4. normal feet (my feet are wide)
5. slender fingers (my fingers are so short and fat. too embarrassed to wear rings)
6. smaller palms (so I can look like a normal girl)
7. smaller butt (so I can wear shorts/skirts/dresses)
8. smaller boobs (so I can wear anything without looking ugly)
9. smaller chest (so I can wear anything without looking ugly)
10. smaller waist (so I can wear anything without looking ugly)
11. smaller arms (so I can wear sleeveless tops)
12. pointier chin (so my face doesn't look so round)
13. nicer lips (my lips are big)
14. shorter height (so I can wear heels without looking like a giant monster)
15. more confidence (so I can learn to love myself)
Finally I realize... I am always the photographer because I look better behind than in front of the camera.