Tuesday, October 21, 2014


When I finally find time to blog I will update about my birthday! (:

I don't know when that will be. Maybe having two internships and two other jobs on top of taking my usual 19 units this quarter takes away all of my free time. But nah, I obviously still have time to make macarons and terrariums if you follow me on Instagram! Hehe. (;

Saturday, October 18, 2014

There is one thing I hate about you and it's that the first thing you do when you wake up is read your Facebook news feed as if you are addicted to seeing what nonsense is happening in other people's lives more than you enjoy focusing on your own life and what's right in front of you.

Saturday, October 11, 2014

Folli Follie

I am so quick to trash old things when something new and better comes along...

For example, I literally just bought a new wallet less than two weeks ago. It is a Hello Kitty x Loungefly blush embossed face wallet with rose gold and I loved it.

My mom came back from Taiwan with a pink glossy embossed Folli Follie Logomania L Zip Wallet for me and omg I am so in love.

Time to sell my two week old Hello Kitty wallet because I've found its replacement!

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

What is an import model?

Recently I learned what an import model is.

According to my friend, an import model is someone who poses with cars and stuff at car shows.... like a car girl or whatever.

Based on the pictures I see and my knowledge, import models are girls who aren't good enough to be a real model but they want some extra $$$, they want to show some skin and they want to be called a "model" so they become import models. I mean besides the car shows and stuff, they actually post a lot of pictures online trying to show as much skin as they can (I realized this through my guy friend's blog because he likes that stuff). I don't know about you but I always wonder "do you not know how to respect yourself?" And this kind of leads to another topic about how girls complain that all the guys they attract/get are awful. Well if you're the type of girl who likes to post 99% scandalous pics on the Internet, you will attract those awful guys who love to see that stuff.... you are practically selling yourself so easily and you seriously wonder why you can't get a good guy? Like do you have a brain?? You want to look sexy then go ahead... Just try to be sexy without being cheap.

Monday, September 29, 2014


Is it considered bragging if someone posts a billion perfect SLR+edited photos of themselves with their significant other all over various social networking sites? Like did they suddenly get an ego boost and endless bragging rights because they and their gf/bf are so attractive together or what...? Targeting people like me who really want that but can never have it. Maybe it is just my problem then? Like don't worry about me, I will just be awkwardly sitting on the sidelines being forever jealous.

On a side note, I have way too much negativity in my life. I am so pessimistic. Sometimes I think I need to calm down and learn how to be nice to people even though people are shit.

Edit 9/30/14 2:57pm
I figured I should just keep writing on the same post since I rant about the same things anyway HAHA sigh. But yeah so like speaking of photogenic people, I wish I looked better in candid photos but also I wish the photographer knows what he/she is doing and knows how to take more than one photo not just be like OK, click, done, bye. But actually I don't even have a photographer so what am I even talking about. I don't know why everyone has a designated photographer (for things like IG) except me. Actually fast forward, I do realize that the root of ALL my problems is this: I am not skinny/pretty enough.

Friday, September 26, 2014

Loungefly Loves Hello Kitty

Decided that my Hello Kitty face wallet was too childish to be shown during work/uni so I bought a new wallet! This is a Loungefly x Hello Kitty blush-colored, faux leather embossed face wallet with rose gold. More rose gold items to add to my collection. (:

Thursday, September 25, 2014

When I smile, my face gets abnormally round and I look hideous. Why am I cursed with bad looks why why why. I was okay in high school but I look like shit now what happened to me?? Sometimes I just want to cry when I look in the mirror HAHA not even joking. But then I remember that the solution is to not smile. But then I just look like I'm pissed off and then everyone asks me if I am angry and keep asking "are you okay.. are you okay??" and in my head I'm like shut the fuck up and leave me alone I am not okay.